It wasn't until I was 26 that I met a girl that not only got turned on with my dressing up, but with a little persuasion, she also explored bondage, domination and femdom too!
It was a slow journey and my fantasies and desires were multiplying and evolving far quicker and deeper than she could ever really deal with. At heart she was a 'vanilla' girl that just wanted to please the one she loved!
The main focus of my fantasies were now femdom related and thoughts of being made to be a sissy maid for a cruel and demanding Mistress were interwoven with the fabric of my every day thoughts. Without doubt, I think the internet helped with my exploration and desires, until then I did not know what a sissy maid was!
For some reason, being totally feminised and dressed in over the top flouncy maid's dresses and heels... whilst being dominated, humiliated, used, abused and punished by a strong and dominant women, really got my cock hard. I would surf the internet for hours and hours looking for sissy maid stories, articles, images and porn and pheeeewwwww! there is an awful lot of it out there!
We were together for 8 years before we realised the relationship wasn't working and that we each needed different things out of it that the other person could not give. 34 and single again meant I could explore my kinky side without having to hide my actions any longer. It was during this period of time that I finally made my first steps into the world of the adult baby.
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