I was still going to fetish clubs and parties and would dress as a maid, or I would wear latex or some other kinky outfit, but I never dreamed as going as an adult baby! I had lots of kinky friends and some very close kinky friends but I still kept my AB side private. I still found it all very embarrassing and a bit weird!
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| The picture I sent to 'Nanny' of me with my doll |
Then one day I got chatting to another local person. A TV/crossdresser that wanted to try being a 'Nanny'. We chatted for a while and was asked what adult baby things I had so far... I was told that I needed to buy a doll to bring with me! I found it difficult to buy a doll. I spent ages on eBay looking for a large doll to buy but I just felt silly doing so. However, 'Nanny' said to buy a doll, so I did!
It was about this time that I first plucked up the courage to actually wet my nappy! I can remember it being a really big thing at the time. I finally decided that I simply had to try it. I had been told by numerous online AB's that there is nothing more babyish than wetting your nappy. After drinking lots of milk and juice my bladder was full and I stood in the shower, just in case I leaked! I stood there for about 10mins really trying to pee, but I couldn't.
Even though I really wanted too and my bladder was full, I just couldn't let go. It was I had a built in mechanism that stopped me. I had another drink and tried again an hour later... by this time I was absolutely bursting! I stood in the shower again and tried again. I imagined I was stood at a urinal in a gents toilet and finally after another long agonising wait, a few drips started to emerge. I persevered and finally my bladder emptied itself into my nappy. I knew not to let it all go at once so that my nappy could absorb it quickly enough. Oh! the shame of actually wetting myself.
It was about this time that I first plucked up the courage to actually wet my nappy! I can remember it being a really big thing at the time. I finally decided that I simply had to try it. I had been told by numerous online AB's that there is nothing more babyish than wetting your nappy. After drinking lots of milk and juice my bladder was full and I stood in the shower, just in case I leaked! I stood there for about 10mins really trying to pee, but I couldn't.
Even though I really wanted too and my bladder was full, I just couldn't let go. It was I had a built in mechanism that stopped me. I had another drink and tried again an hour later... by this time I was absolutely bursting! I stood in the shower again and tried again. I imagined I was stood at a urinal in a gents toilet and finally after another long agonising wait, a few drips started to emerge. I persevered and finally my bladder emptied itself into my nappy. I knew not to let it all go at once so that my nappy could absorb it quickly enough. Oh! the shame of actually wetting myself.
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