Missing Mummy!

I was not going to include any of the recent developments that have been going on, but at the end of the day, it is part of our journey together... so I have decided to share with you some of the deatils.

Mummy is not well! Mummy has not been very well for a short while now, but things have progressed a lot more quickly just recently.  Mummies stomach stopped working so she was on lots of medication to help it work again.

That failed... and then they put a feeding tube into her mummy to help her get better. Mummy looks funny with the tube in her nose but it makes her better again. It feels funny when i kiss he and it tickles my ickle nose.

I do not know how long mummy will need the tube for or how long it may take for mummy to get better again? I really hope that mummy starts to feel a lots better again coz I miss her in the whole wide world.

Since Mummy got ill, i have not really had the opportunity to get into my 'little' head-space. I have been so concerned and worried for my lover, mummy and  friend that 'fantasy' has had to take a step back. I have had to switch back on to 'man' mode as quickly and efficiaently as i can and try to be there as much as I can for her. My souls mate, my lover and partner needs me! Shje needs me now more than everything in the world and so, it does not matter what role i play, it will have to be the one that is good at fighting the system and gets shit done.

I really miss our breastfeeding times and the feelings that it gave me! I miss being dressed like a little girl or toddler and mummy speaking to me and acting like i really was just a bayy. I miss laying my head down on to mummies                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          to mummy all safe and secure in my nappy and sucking on my dummy! I miss the way Mummy makes me feel! I miss Mummy! I miss being Rosie! Whaaaaahhhhhhh!