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| A Picture that 'Nanny' Took |
There was no doubt that I enjoyed being a big sissy baby girl. No doubts at all, but there was a big thing in the way that stopped me enjoying my baby side... Myself. Ultimately, my ego would inevitably switch back on again and I would see myself in the full light of my 'Adult Male Ego'.
I could spend hours and hours at a time, sometimes all day and night dressed in a nappy and onesie and sucking on my pink dummy. I never used my nappies for what they were actually intended for...that was just tooo much! If I needed to pee, I would pull out of the leg cuffs and use the toilet like any other 'normal adult' would do.
I found that walking down the baby aisle in supermarkets, looking at the nappies, bottles, dummies and bibs etc would make my heart pound. I'd wish that I had a magic ring that could make me smaller and fit into them all... but I didn't.
I had joined a couple adult baby social networks like 'Diaper Space' and 'care4baby' and now spent my hours trying to reach out and find someone to share this side of me with. I quickly realised that 99% of the people on there were men looking for the same thing as I was... A mummy, nanny or carer to baby them. I made a few online friends and actually met one of them because they were fairly local.
He was 28, still lived at home and his parents knew about his unusual hobby. He had converted his room into a nursery and actually slept in a cot! I couldn't believe that somebody could be that open about their lifestyle! After a few drinks and long chats, he invited me back to his nursery. I thought that it was all a bit weird and wasn't too sure of his intentions, so I shyly refused and went home.
